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Tuesday, 6 September 2011

Not getting sleep

Its already '3' in the morning...and i have not slept properly...I wish i can switch off my thoughts like computer...I keep thinking thinking and thinking........My god!!! Why do i think so much to spoil my sleep...
I am embroiled/swept away with the feelings of my own emotions...
I woke up with a feeling of apprehension....
Life has become little monotonous...
for(;;)
{
Go to office.
Come Home.
Sleep.
}
I have a book to complete(The Japanese wife--Kunal Basu) and return to my friend....Though i don't like stories with sad/abrupt ending ,i wanna read that book because i just like his writing...He mentions even smallest things in so cherishable manner..The Book which i have enjoyed reading the most..was "Life is what you make it--Preethi shenoy",I just loved it...I read that book at a stretch without even drinking a sip of water...
I don't even remember i was breathing while reading that book..it was like one go...i finished it..it makes you involve yourself....
I feel  i need to grow up..Know the world better..know things better...Need to become serious in Life...I still act too childish..Lemme see...From today will try to act little grown up....(i am working now!!!Need to bcum responsible in life...)
I am already 23 and working!!Still act like college going girl...
I know i am writing a complete non sense in this post..Because i am writing without knowing what to write...but i am not feeling like doing anything else...Not even feeling like solving a piece of sudoku..
If i start playing My Guitar or keyboard at this time ,i think none of the neighbours and my family members will sleep...(Please don''t assume they ll b mesmerized by my playing ;)...asht ella scene illaaa......)
 am sorry,I am helpless..i just wanna write.....My sister woke up just now and is scolding "for God's sake!!!pleazzzzzzzz switch off the light ..i wanna sleeeeeeeeeeepppppppppp,why the hell are you always awake!!!!!!!!!!!!!"............
Ha ha ha...okay .........lemme give her company in sleeping now.....
Thanks for reading such a nonsense post......